Summer update,
July 8th, 2008,

I hate typing. I do it all day. But I will respond whenever I can.

Im trying to get back into this art thing...



Alot of changes in my life...


And Ive made my decision on some of them.

In this case, Honesty is Key.


Ive tried for a very long time to hide how I feel from people around me, for fear that the would not understand me.
Some people wish I can find a way to feel better.
I do too.
Some people feel that I should let go of alot of things from the past,
And I will.
But whenever I submit something online, Im cheating myself because I feel im not telling the truth. You would probably turn away from me, but I simply dont have room to care anymore.

I have depression, and its obvious. My worst enemy is myself, and my mind.
I dont understand alot of things the way other people do, and in other ways that are hard to describe, I know too much.

I may never live like normal people do, but I can pride myself on feeling on a level that no one else can.



So In that, I am just done with alot of things.
Im fucking done.


And in other ways, Im stronger than I ever was before.


And all those that took the road out of my life will not hear the last of me.
I will make a noise...


I am very upset with a few people, and its time they know how much.



Im hoping then people will begin to accept why I am the way I am.





for now, the End.